SUSPICION

I’ve been trying very hard to get myself out from the world of suspicion, sometimes I just loathe myself for being what I think, what I am and being over suspicious, when I am alone, all I think is a bullock. At times I am little skeptic about those who are near and dear to me, my heart wont let me to do that but my bloody mind does it, however later I feel regret of what I have thought. Its just because of my suspicious mind, which deters me from doing anything. But I’m not gonna let my mind conquer over my heart.

Sometimes I doubted that this trait of mine will ruin my upcoming relationship, as the saying goes “suspicion is the end of every relation”.

But I’m not gonna let this happen.