" DEATH "

The word " Death" always stuck on my mind,
When I think for a while,
I realize, death is uncertain,
I ask myself, will i die today ?
No wonders who's gonna die or survive,
But there is feeling within me,
Of dying today or tomorrow..
Life comes and goes,
But nobody cares who survives or dies,
Some are being frivolous about death,
until they know their near ones is dying,
Death causes grief and pain,
from which nobody gains,
I felt the same pain,
When my grandpa died.
People die, born and it goes on and on,
May be one day we can conquer death,
the fear of loosing someone.
Death is unpredictable,
which comes in everyone's life,
May god gave a strength to those,
who are in process of dying.
I'm prepared to die,
Are You ?

"Death is easy, peaceful. Life is harder". Lines from Twilight.

"Soon" a poem by Vikram Seth

Below poem is written by one of the India's most influential writer Vikram seth, he wrote this poem about a man dying of AIDS long time ago, its really a difficult situation when you write something about a person who is dying and had a very less time to live.

I shall die soon, I know.
This thing is in my blood.
It will not let me go.
It saps my cells for food.

It soaks my nights in sweat
And breaks my days in pain.
No hand or drug can treat
These limbs for love or gain.

Love was the strange first cause
That bred grief in its seeds,
And gain knew its own laws-
To fix its place and breed.

He whom I love, thank God,
Won't speak of hope or cure.
It would not do me good.
He sees that I ma sure.

He knows what I have read
And will not bring me lies.
He sees that I am dead.
I read it in his eyes.

How am i to go on-
How will I near this taste,
My throat cased in white spawn-
These hands that shake and waste ?

Stay by my steel ward bed
And hold me where I lie.
Love me when I am dead
And do not let me die.

Forgiveness

Forgiveness ! Compassion ! does these are really magical words..? Yes it is. We always tend to loose our conscious when somebody hurts or betrays you and lands up in taking revenge which is not correct. Saying the words, " I forgive you " could be the most powerful thing we could ever do. Forgiving doesn't mean giving in. It means to let go. Once we forgive, we are no longer emotionally handcuffed to the person who hurts you.

Life will go on and on, we will face situation's where in the person you have trusted the most might hurt you but never ever loose the courage to forgive him/her because every human being is not perfect, there are times when things just turns off unintentionally which leave a great mark of pain to your dear and near ones. To Forgive and forget is not easy. Its required a good deal courage. May lord forgive all.

FORGIVENESS IS THE BEST REVENGE.

Trip to Dharamshala

Huh...such a lazy lass I am..posting after long time..well sis and I went to Dharamshala (HP) recently, though it was raining during our visit but we really enjoyed a lot, i was totally facinated by the scenic beauty and the thanka paintings inside Tsuklagkhang but unfortunalety couldn't take the pix of those paintings but i took lots of picture of flowers and scenic beauty (u can see it in my Flickrs page). We stayed at Domaling nunnery near Norbulinka for three days and then headed towards Suja, Bir and Chauntara where we visited monastries. We visited different places in one day..i must say it was tiring though but we had fun. And then we headed to Dehra Dun through Chandigarh, finally reached home, all tired and in messy conditions. Happy to meet my parents..Love them a lot.

Just a thought....

Life has given me a lot, when a look back at those days, I cherished every moments and thank almighty god for pondering his blessings on me with lovely family and friends who are my real strength without them my life wouldn't be the one which I'm living now. Sometimes I think of spending my whole life with them forever and ever without thinking that one day I've to choose someone to live my life forever. Being under the love, care and guidance of my dear ones, I never thought of getting into relationship and don't want to. As people say in life one day you have to choose someone but I'm not prepared to do that yet. And I don't mind living single through out my life. Most of the time I ask my self Is it really important to be in-relation and gettin married. Well I must say I'm little confused but I will take life as it comes and remain positive through thick and thin phases of life.

Live your Life Abundantly.

Hunger

There have been so many times people have spoiled foods without thinking for a moment that, still there are more than million of people in the world who are dying without proper food, cloth, shelter and water. We human being are so ignorant when it comes to small things, which makes a huge difference for needy ones. Now these days due to rising food crisis there is not only increase in poverty but also in death toll.

Being not habitual of wasting foods, would request all the people not to waste foods keeping in mind for those needy one.

Lets Make a difference. SAVE FOOD.

Ode to my grandpa

Dear popo,
Its been like decade u left us all alone,
leaving all those cherish able and sweet memories,
which still lingers on my mind when i think of you,
tears rolled down when i remember those days,
but i'll always keep the hope of meeting you someday,
If not in this generation but in next,
even though its not possible,
but i see the ray of hope in someway,
may god ponder all the blessings where ever you are,
you'll always there with me....
will love and miss you alwayz.....

SUSPICION

I’ve been trying very hard to get myself out from the world of suspicion, sometimes I just loathe myself for being what I think, what I am and being over suspicious, when I am alone, all I think is a bullock. At times I am little skeptic about those who are near and dear to me, my heart wont let me to do that but my bloody mind does it, however later I feel regret of what I have thought. Its just because of my suspicious mind, which deters me from doing anything. But I’m not gonna let my mind conquer over my heart.

Sometimes I doubted that this trait of mine will ruin my upcoming relationship, as the saying goes “suspicion is the end of every relation”.

But I’m not gonna let this happen.

Life..

Life goes on,

Memories left behind,

But those nostalgic moments still lingers on my mind,

And will remain forever,

I can’t stop laughing when I think of those silly jokes,

Which we used to crack, I wish I could turn those times back,

But it won’t be possible,

So I thought of building those memories again,

Live up to the fullest, Appreciate ever little thing you have,

Play down every minor disappointment,

That’s life..